I haven't written a journal in so long it's kind of sad...
Not much has happened since I've been away-
Of course my requests have piled up because of my tablet but I'm hoping I'll win or I'll finally catch a break from these expenses and afford one- the first seems far more likely.
A poem for my friend Nate will be posted soon. I find there are limits to my being in love with someone. In this case knowing that I'd be holding him back from living a fuller life and knowing he could do far better than me is why I have given up on that thought...not to mention he already in a way turned me down. THAT WAS GREAT. Lol but seriously I'd rather be friends than pretend we never met. Respecting someone and there choices is better than trying to urge someone to cave for you. You shouldn't have to. Not for love. So I'm content to leave matters in my God's hands at this juncture and stop fretting over it...cuz who knows I might just be better off single. But yeah I will write a poem for him and do my best to earn his friendship. Wow I really can't shut up about myself and my drama can I? Smh maybe this is why I keep away from this journal feature
Miss y'all much. You know ya could drop a line sometime...just saying'.