no time to think this december. im all over the place. literally. i might have knocked on your door and you might've been hiding or playing like you weren't home. i might have seen you hiding and my friend might've heard you too and so we proli left a tract in your door and left.
yep im aux. pioneering this month and lubbin' it- but since i am, my creativity is on hold. my comp is dusty...no for real my stuff has dust on it. but yeah haven't even opened my laptop til, well, today. just another bad week and my bank account is still overdrawn. why don't i have any super rich friends that want to buy all of my art?
read my own poems the other day- starting to miss writing too. took a while but i'm almost ready to put pen to paper again.
i asked random people where i am at on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being a 10 of course lol I thought I was a 6 or at most a 7. I averaged a 9...i feel blush-y right now...like me? a 9? i feel like i gotta live up to that now. oh too much pressure. im lazy. forget it.
tip for guys: tell a girl how great she is even if she doesnt openly accept your compliment. sometimes all a girl is hoping for is that she has an impact on someone- that she brings something to the table so to speak. you'll make her day and make her think about you and smile.
tip for girls: accept your compliments. stop looking for one when all you do is deny it. who cares what you think? everybody is telling you otherwise. as i always say>> OWN IT!!!
i guess i have less of a reason to whine or be self conscious especially when i got 9 and i haven't really been trying
ask all your honest friends family and random extras to scale you. bet you'll be surprised by their answers and remarks.