This is something I felt throughout elementary and intermediate school. I never felt good enough for the boys I liked. Even now sometimes I get down about how I look but in reality, what does it matter? I know what and who I am and I feel changing for someone to attain their love is just stupid cuz you're always going to have to take the makeup off and stop sucking in and quit trying to be someone else at some point. If they don't like you now then they never will. Let someone worthwhile find the good in YOU and quit being so fake. Like for realz.