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I know this is lacking, but to me, this describes what some feel about the transition from childhood to adulthood. Some young adults just have it together- they know what they want and how to get it...but I'm not that way. I have felt lost and alone and like some of the things I wanted to do, those "opportunities" that were opened up, are now gone. Time is passing me by and I can feel it rushing past like the sun is setting on me and if I'm not fast enough I'll be late for the rest of my life. I haven't found my place yet and I have yet to accomplish the things that I know would make me feel like an adult. There's a balance that I haven't found and a key that is still yet to be grasped by me. Opportunity may just be waiting there for me but how will I ever find it if I can't hear it knocking and all I do hear is "you won't make it" or "you won't amount to much"? Sometimes I find that I'm handicapping myself and expecting things to just fall into my lap but in reality you have to exert yourself in order to get the best results from anything you do. So that's my goal: to try harder.

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I especially like the line
he was here waiting patiently with a lamp in his hand
For some reason I really clicked with it... //weird^^'//
Wow this is amazing and really... //annoying moment when the word is at the tip of ur tongue but u can't say it//
I can really relate to this. But I'm just not good in explaining^^'
PandaJeter Jan 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Three Da..... Wait, no, bad panda, no more random comments *Whips himself with an imaginary whip*.................... Um yes, yes i have.
Even tough I know what I want to do, I'm taking a different road than others and sometimes I do feel like I wont even make it. I also have doubts sometimes that its what I really want to do since I've dreamed of it since I was a little kid but since its always been anchored in me its like I'm not sure cause I don't feel a big want for it... And then in other areas of my life I feel totally behind and when I'm with others I often feel like everyone is older than me and more experienced and that I'm just a little child still watching disney movies and wishing too hard on a falling star... Many experiences I did not do, many things I still don't and sometimes I feel that I'm not ready for what's outside and how to interact with others outside some boundaries and...

I do understand. :hug:
Oh and thanks for the watch and the llama badge even though I did nothing recently :D
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